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xxxkaliaxxx's Journal
Created on 2002-02-01 15:23:15 (#456893), last updated 2009-05-28
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| Name: | Kalia |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-20 |
| Location: | Connecticut, United States |
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xxxkaliaxxx@hotmail.comThis is sacredness to me. Not this stupid little white box where I write about myself with the vague goal in mind of enticining readers, but actually this form of communication created by Live Journal.
My communication is sacred. My writing is sacred.
I think for myself but I form my thoughts into words for an audience.
I like to feel that this is one of the deepest acts we can partake in in a primitive world of communication.
In keeping my space on the web sacred, I also hope to keep it explicit.
If you do not wish to face my level of rawness or if it becomes too much for you, do not make that my own issue. I ask very few people to specifically read this outlet of space and you, the random reader, is certainly not being demanded of to come in and take a glimpse into my mind.
But if you do wish to join me by reading my words, I will consider our bond, even if I never truly can feel it, to be on some level of sacredness.
I want it stated here that I will not stand for myself or my ideals or even my random thoughts in the moment, to be disrespected or stigmatized.
I would also ask that you take all that you read with a grain of salt. I'm not writing any die hard truth. In fact, I don't claim to write anything of truth at all.
I think that is what is most fun about this program, any journal we read could totally be a facade, just a play of words and personality. But to the readers that interpret the entries, find symbolism, and relate, it does take on a certain level of sacredness.
If nothing else, I would wish you to have fun reading my journal. And if you do happen to find some deeper meaning to it, it really will make my day or make my night if you decide to share those thoughts and feelings with me.
Like I stated abvove, to me this is fucking sacred.
* As of 5/25/04 most of this journal is now friends only due to circumstances. If you are interested in being added please drop me a line in one of the public entries. *
My communication is sacred. My writing is sacred.
I think for myself but I form my thoughts into words for an audience.
I like to feel that this is one of the deepest acts we can partake in in a primitive world of communication.
In keeping my space on the web sacred, I also hope to keep it explicit.
If you do not wish to face my level of rawness or if it becomes too much for you, do not make that my own issue. I ask very few people to specifically read this outlet of space and you, the random reader, is certainly not being demanded of to come in and take a glimpse into my mind.
But if you do wish to join me by reading my words, I will consider our bond, even if I never truly can feel it, to be on some level of sacredness.
I want it stated here that I will not stand for myself or my ideals or even my random thoughts in the moment, to be disrespected or stigmatized.
I would also ask that you take all that you read with a grain of salt. I'm not writing any die hard truth. In fact, I don't claim to write anything of truth at all.
I think that is what is most fun about this program, any journal we read could totally be a facade, just a play of words and personality. But to the readers that interpret the entries, find symbolism, and relate, it does take on a certain level of sacredness.
If nothing else, I would wish you to have fun reading my journal. And if you do happen to find some deeper meaning to it, it really will make my day or make my night if you decide to share those thoughts and feelings with me.
Like I stated abvove, to me this is fucking sacred.
* As of 5/25/04 most of this journal is now friends only due to circumstances. If you are interested in being added please drop me a line in one of the public entries. *
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